Namaste, Sri Amma Bhagavan Sharanam
I joined Dharma way back in 2000. Before coming to Dharma, there was a lot of disturbance within. I constantly compared myself with my friends, who had excelled in their respective fields, and this led to too much of suffering. Teaching in a school or working in an NGO did not give me job satisfaction. I was hurt by my parents, my brother, my aunt, uncles, and many others. I was not even aware of the deep-rooted charges I carried within. My mind was engulfed in too many thoughts.
After coming to the Lotus Feet of my beloved Sri Amma Bhagavan, embracing the teachings of Dharma, and regularly participating in processes like Maha Deeksha, Kalki Army, Darshans of Sri Amma Bhagavan in Nemam, and online and offline Havans, I have experienced a tremendous shift in my awareness and consciousness. My benevolent Lord Sri Amma Bhagavan has removed many negative samskaras from my body and mind, as a result of which I have been liberated from all hurts and suffering. Now, there are no more charges or carryovers. There has also been an expansion in my wealth consciousness. For instance, I was interviewed for the post of Research Officer, but to my utter surprise, I received an appointment letter as a Senior Research Officer. I feel a protective aura around me. My inner state is beautiful. Sometimes, I do get disturbed and sad, but when I meditate on Sri Bhagavan’s teachings or apply the teaching to “stay with what is,” all worries and anxiety fade away, leaving only Ananda. My mind has slowed down, and thoughts come only when needed. I have been blessed with a state of acceptance, allowing me to accept things as they are and live blissfully in the present. Neither the past nor the future disturbs me. My mind is now filled with immense peace and tranquility.
Koti Koti Dhanyawad, mere pyaare pyaare Sri Amma Bhagavan, for blessing me with such a beautiful state. Always at your Lotus Feet.
Varsha Mehta, Delhi
