Amma Bhagavan Sharanam.
Thank you so much dear Sri Bhagavan for giving us the extraordinary Bhakti Gnana yagna process and teachings.
Sri Bhagavan’s MMY teaching on how the journey into the self ends in love' became a personal experience, when the ugly self was confronted in the process with intense awareness on how I was playing the ego games.
Sri Bhagavan’s Divine Grace had set right our relationships at home, yet there was a little friction in my relationship with my mother. The BGY process was so very insightful, was able to see the self and ego games with such clarity as guided by dasaji. During the process, I saw how I would refuse to be dominated by her.
The Deeksha from Sri Amma was extremely powerful, heard Sri Amma’s voice clearly that she would set right all the Koshas. The presence was overpowering and during Shavasan I had a glimpse into a past life experience and Vasana which was the root cause for this charge in the relationship.
One of the vasanas that flowed was that I was a princess, my mother was my step mom and the queen in that birth and my sister now was the stepmom’s daughter. I used to have ferocious fights with my stepmom and was so angry with her partiality towards her daughter and this deep rooted charge continued to get triggered in this life too. Once this was revealed in the process, there was so much liberation and was able to completely accept and discover love in my relationship with my mother. Could instantaneously see how Sri Paramjyothi is there in each and every one of us and in everything universally.
The physical body felt weightless, experienced a no mind and Ananda state, a deep silence and emptiness within. A glimpse into the expanded state of consciousness, the Divya darshan of Sri Paramjyothi, the experience of unconditional love and compassion, immense security and warmth when Sri Paramjyothi engulfed the being is indescribable. Infinite gratitude to Sri Amma Bhagavan for the wonderful breakthroughs and blessings and choosing us to be a part of the 81000 army.
Dr. Meena Venkatramanji, Tirupur, Tamilnadu
