Namaste
Sri Amma Bhagavan Sharanam
Recently, I’ve had major surgeries but I have no post-operative trauma. There are no memories only a sense of having witnessed a slice of life and an immense gratitude for a new lease on life. The life of the body seems automatic and I can feel the Divine Grace sustaining it every moment. I no longer think of either the past or future, living only in the moment, as if there is nothing else but the “here and now”. This is an awesome amazing shift as once my life had everything in it to make it a perfect tragedy.
However with the processes, Homas, teachings and above all the constant Presence of My Sri Amma Bhagavan, I now see life as only a learning experience, a shift in insight and perception. In both my professional and personal life, I’ve reached the peak. My relationships with my family and friends are full to the brim with love and care and I can only say “What a wonderful world”. I relate to people but in a heart-centred way. I feel what they are all about so there is perfect empathy and understanding. My work and finances are handled by my Paramjyoti, so I have no worries. Miracles big and small are a daily delightful occurrence and I can truly say I enjoy life. Challenges arise, but like a game of chess, are just waiting to be solved or resolved by my Beloved Antaryamin, with much ease. Today, I can truly say there is a fullness within which remains 24X7. Nothing diminishes it, like an immense river, perennially flowing, a subtle calm, still joy in just being. Sri Amma Bhagavan are my Supreme reality and daily I discover a deeper level of that relationship. I’ve realised loving God and loving life are synonymous. Today, I am truly alive.
Koti koti pada pranams my AmmaBhagavan - Everlasting gratitude at Your Divine, Lotus Feet
- Sujata Gurudev, Meghalaya
