Sri Param Jyothi Amma Bhagavan Sharanam
Namaste, I want to share my experience during a seven-day process at Satyalok. We were instructed to recite the Param Jyothi Mantra while circumambulating the Golden Rock 108 times on the second day of the process. I made my wishes known to the Lord as I went around the Golden Rock individually with each step. However, I became aware that I was focused more on the number of rounds than the requisite contemplation of my wish. Therefore, I decided to recite the Param Jyothi Mantra 1001 times to focus solely on my wish and not on the number of rounds. One of my prayers is, “Why has our relationship deteriorated so much, and why is my husband so prejudiced towards me?” Amma Bhagavan showered me with great grace during the process, and as a result, I began to experience my husband’s suffering, which I had caused, and I started crying a lot. I was crying nonstop during the entire process. After around 500 rounds, I earnestly begged my husband’s forgiveness for the harm I had caused him by touching his feet. During the procedure, I also felt the touch of his feet. My husband expressed concern for me but not love for me. I questioned during the Process about when my husband would change and come to accept me. Amma made it clear to me that there will be a gradual transformation in him when you embrace the transformation he intended for you and carry out the deed he has asked you to perform. But don’t expect an immediate transformation. He feels strongly that you would never change because you have obviously not done what he wanted you to do. But you keep doing what he wants you to do without expecting any results. During the process, Sri Amma Bhagavan removed the block I had towards my husband, clearly showed where the problem was, had me feel the pain he was experiencing as a result of me, and completely cleared it. After the Process, I am free of the burden that I had carried in my heart for
so long. I am grateful to Sri Param Jyothi Amma Bhagavan for blessing me with such an amazing experience and grace.
Yours, Ramya Lekha, Guntur, Andhra Pradesh.
