I can see that my suffering has significantly decreased because I’ve been attending all of the programs consistently. There isn’t any carryover from earlier incidents. Anytime I’m faced with conflict or confusion in my life, I call out to the Divine and I always receive guidance on what has to be done.
Comparisons have significantly decreased. I used to hang onto hurt for a very long period, but these days, as soon as I notice something is hurting, letting go of it is happening automatically and quickly. Charge no longer exists in me. Although guilt still exists in me, it has significantly decreased in comparison to earlier times.
In complete contrast to earlier, fear does not exist anymore. I judged a lot back then, but now it has significantly decreased. Unnecessary thoughts have stopped to a great extent but sometimes thoughts do occur but it doesn’t bother me anymore. Only during functional things, mind is active otherwise the mind is silent.
There’s bliss and silence inside. Amma Bhagavan’s presence is palpable, both within and all around me. I’m simply living in the moment and flowing with life. For blessing me with these incredible mukti states, I immensely thank Sri Paramjyoti Amma Bhagavan. Ananta koti dhanyawad Sri Paramjyoti Amma Bhagavan. Forever at your Divine Lotus Feet.
Renuka Manjuanand, Bangalore, Karnataka
