Namaste
Sri Amma Bhagavan Sharanam
After marriage, I stayed in a joint family. My father-in-law is no more and my husband is the eldest son. I wanted to live happily with the others, however, my brother-in-law due to psychological issues, made things hard for everybody, including me. I was terribly hurt with his behaviour as well as the words of others. Even after we shifted to Cuttack, he continued coming there and creating problems. However, because my father-in-law was not there, my husband didn’t say anything to him. I, on the other hand, was not able to forgive him and accept him. I was carrying the burden of hurt and suffering mentally. I was not able to laugh.
After participating in MMY classes and Gurukul processes, gradually changes occurred within me. The burden of hurt and suffering have gone. If I am angered, it remains only for a short time. I no longer judge others and am able to forgive them and accept them as they are. I am able to witness my mind, the thoughts and stories created by it. Whatever happens, I do not react and am able to flow with life.
My relationship with Sri Amma Bhagavan has become stronger. I feel Their Presence with me as my Divine parents. They are taking care of me and always providing protection. I no longer think I am doing anything. Everything is getting done automatically with Divine Grace. My past is gone and I am happy, living in the Present. I express immense gratitude and crores of thanks at the Divine Lotus Feet of Sri Amma Bhagavan for such great changes in my life.
- Seema Samal, Bhubaneswar, Odisha
