Earlier, I used to get easily irritated and angry over the smallest things whether it was things not being in their place or people not listening to me. But now, I remain calm and unaffected. Whether things are organized or not, whether people follow my suggestions or not, it doesn’t disturb my inner peace. My earlier behavior often caused irritation, especially for my family members. However, this transformation within me has brought not only peace to myself but also harmony to my family and surroundings.
The past events of life weighed heavily on me; I carried the burden of past experiences. But now, the past no longer haunts me. Even when old memories resurface, they have no power over me. I used to be governed by ego and conditions, such as expecting my daughter-in-law to call me first before I would reach out. But now, I take the initiative to call her, irrespective of whether she calls or not, ensuring our bond remains strong.
I have no fear of the future no fear of anything at all. Even when my health deteriorated, leaving me unable to eat and causing immense suffering, through prayers and soma water, my health completely recovered. Today, even in old age, I feel refreshed, energetic, and renewed.
My thoughts have slowed down, allowing me to dwell in silence, peace, and a state of bliss (Ananda). I feel deeply connected to others, even strangers, and I can pray for them with heartfelt sincerity. My prayer power has grown immensely, and through prayers, miracles unfold in people’s lives, all by the grace of Sri Amma Bhagavan.
My bond with Sri Paramjyoti Amma Bhagavan has grown profoundly stronger and deeper. My antaryamin has become an active guide, revealing events before they unfold.
For blessing me with these incredible states of Mukti, I am forever grateful to Sri Paramjyoti Amma Bhagavan. I remain eternally at their Divine Lotus Feet with gratitude in my heart. Thank you, Sri Paramjyoti Amma Bhagavan.
Sundradevi Badiger ji, Bangalore, Karnataka
