Namaste Sri Amma Bhagavan Sharanam

I have been regularly attending the 11 day Mukti process. I now feel very strange because I no longer have the urgent need or desire to control and direct life. I wait for life to flow and take me where it seems I need to go. Everything happens immediately, so that all is synchronous and spontaneous.

I do not have a sense of purpose, no past, no future, I just am but all desires are gone - not that I cannot enjoy cooking a hearty meal but there is no attachment left. I am fully in the moment yet connect nothing with nothing, as all thoughts have ceased. They only if I require to focus on the course of my work. Miracles happen so fast, there is so little time between the thought/desire and it is instantaneous precipitation as the desired result.

My body seems so light as to be totally absent, when I am seeing - I see, when I listen - I listen. There is no separation between me and the other. I feel Oneness - a deep core sense of one continuous existence. Finally prayer is the most powerful weapon for transfer of state, bringing a totally out of control situation into harmony.

I remain ever at the Divine Lotus Feet of my Beloved Sri AmmaBhagavan, in deep Gratitude

  • Prof. Sujata Gurudev, Meghalaya