Atma Sakshathkara Experiences
- Susmita Samui Kundu, Kolkata
- Shipra Ghosh, Kolkata, West Bengal
- Prof. Sujata Gurudev, Meghalaya
Atma Sakshatkara Experience 28th July, 2025
Namaste.
Sri Amma Bhagavan Sharanam.
I wish to share my Athma Satsatkara experience with immense gratitude.
From a young age, I longed for silence of the mind a no-thought state. Thirugnana Sambandar’s pathigam at the Thiyagarajar temple sparked my yearning for Mukthi. For long, I believed Mukthi came only after death… but Sri Amma Bhagavan revealed that Mukthi is a living state, gifted through divine grace.
I began seva, attended homas, and committed fully. These homas deeply helped me go through the processes blessed by Amma Bhagavan, leading me into this blissful state.
During a Darshan, Bhagavan asked me, “Eswaran, what do you want?” I said, “Mukthi.” And He replied, “I will grace you.”
On October 7 2012, when I saw Sri Amma and Bhagavan Darshan at Ekam, I got a profound experience.
Before that experience I was put into a process. one particular kept troubling me all the time and that thought disturbed my day today activities and also disturbed my sleep. I was not able to find why that thought is coming to me. I used to pray to the Lord daily to show me, why this thought is coming to me.
But after the darshan at Ekam that thought did not come to me at all. I was able to experience the teaching “Thoughts or not your thoughts”. There was happiness all around. I continuously participated in all the process this deepened my inner silence and strengthened my antaryamin. Sri Amma and Bhagavan guide me, speak with me, and even show their presence physically - we feel their presence even in flowers at our home. A yellow hibiscus bloomed as Bhagavan, and a red one as Amma from same tree.
Now, there’s no tiredness, no hurt, no mental noise - just stillness, energy, and joy. Life feels like being in Sathyaloka. Everything around me feels Divine. This is the highest blessing a human can receive.
With folded hands and heart full of gratitude Ananta Kodi Nandrigal to Sri Amma Bhagavan.
Dr. Eswaranji, Thiruvarur, Tamilnadu
Atmasakshaktara
Namaste
Sri Amma Bhagavan Sharanam
I recently came into Dharma, although my husband is a devotee of Sri Amma Bhagavan since his youth. I came to know about Sri Amma Bhagavan only after my marriage and I came into Dharma on my own. I would quietly watch my husband and my mamoni’s devotion (mother in law) towards Sri Amma Bhagavan and was amazed watching miracles happen at home. Slowly, I started experiencing miracles too. And without my conscious knowledge, very naturally, I started connecting to Sri Amma Bhagavan. Before my mother-in-law passed away, Sri Amma Bhagavan showed me many things that came to pass the same way as was shown to me - and I knew I was already bonded to them.
Right after my mother-in-law, my father and my grandmother passed away as well. I was close to all three of them. It was a very difficult phase of my life. At that time, I found immense strength from my new found Love - Sri Amma Bhagavan. I came to Satyaloka with my husband and took part in the Sahasranama Homa. The Havans, processes, Deeksha and Darshan slowly and steadily changed my inner self. Within four years of marriage, I changed quite a lot. Now, I do not feel comfortable in negative environment. Unlike before, I avoid such company. These days, I noticed, if I get hurt, I do not get stuck there like before. I can come out of the hurt much faster. Most times, forgiveness happens. And I can move on. These days I feel peaceful.
I am immensely grateful to my Sri Amma Bhagavan for coming to my life and changing my inner state for the better. With heartfelt gratitude,
Atma Sakshatkar Experience
Before coming to this Dharma, I was always drawn to spirituality. I have attended Kundalini Dhyana from Vedadri Maharishi and also from Shivayog Guru Awadhoot Baba Shivanand. During those times, I could definitely feel powerful energy movements within. But even with these experiences, real inner change didn’t happen. Deep inside, I was still the same person - struggling with: Frustration over unmet expectations, Anger that flared up easily, Comparison with others, Jealousy when others succeeded, Despite spiritual practices, these emotional patterns remained. I was still caught in the same web of inner suffering.
Criticism of people and situations.
But after coming to Amma Bhagavan’s Dharma. My real transformation began, especially after I received deeksha from Sri Amma Bhagavan. Slowly, something started shifting deep inside.
Freedom from Inner Noise - Earlier, my mind was filled with nonstop thoughts, doubts, judgments, and worries. Now, there is a deep silence within, even if thoughts come and go. They don’t trouble me like before.
Freedom from Emotional Reactions - Emotions like anger, jealousy, and fear used to rule me. Now, they come but I just observe them. They don’t stay long or control my actions.
Atmasakshaktara - 19 July, 2025
Namaste
Sri Amma Bhagavan Sharanam
It’s been a long journey for me in Dharma - more than fifteen years till date. It was a miraculous journey with Sri Amma Bhagavan which changed me from the core. Today, an altogether new Shipra Ghosh has emerged - the old Shipra is gone! As I kept on taking part in conferences, processes, Darshans and Homas, slowly and steadily something changed within me. I was a very angry person. I do not know, how and when my anger subsided. I still get angry sometimes but that is only outside. Inside, I am not affected anymore. And my anger drops easily.
My thoughts also have come down drastically. No more inner dialogue.
No more conflict. I can make decisions without getting disturbed with conflicting thoughts. I was a person who would get hurt easily and who would carry it forever, resulting in huge suffering. Now, getting hurt is a rare occasion. And no carry over. With Sri Paramjyoti Amma Bhagavan’s unlimited Grace, I have learnt to accept life. The day Sri Bhagavan told me, ‘this will never happen’, something changed within me. And I started realising that life does not move according to our wishes. Life is much bigger than us. Now, I accept life easily.
With Sri Paramjyoti Amma Bhagavan’s Infinite Grace, my worries have vanished. Though my husband has retired from work without any pension benefits, I do not worry about our financial status. With Sri Amma Bhagavan’s Grace, our financial situation also has improved a lot. I am enjoying my Seva. Life with Paramjyoti Amma Bhagavan has become a beautiful journey. I thank my Sri Amma Bhagavan from the core of my heart for this wonderful transformation
Koti koti Naman
Atma Sakshatkara - 1 July
Atma Sakshatkara Experience
30th June, 2025
Namaste.
Amma Bhagavan Sharanam.
Before entering the dharma, I was introverted, uncertain, and fearful. But after discovering Sri Amma Bhagavan during my college days, my life transformed. My wishes were fulfilled and I felt like a princess, joyful and fearless.
However, despite worldly successes, I struggled with inner world and often got hurt or suffered when things didn’t go as planned. Attending Sri Bhagavan’s Mukthi Moksha class marked a 360° turnaround in my life. I began to grasp the Lord’s teachings and encounter mystical experience with higher beings like Arabindo and Krishna consciousness during the processes.
These experiences shifted my response towards life situations, and I started flowing with life. There was great shift in the inner world as the witness consciousness became high. The Satyalokha homa further deepened my connection, discovery, and devotion to Sri Amma Bhagavan.
Even in tough times, divine compassion elevated me to higher states of consciousness, filling me with causeless joy and love. Sri Amma Bhagavan’s inner guidance and presence are magnificent, and I feel their presence every second.
I’ve come to see suffering and joy as two sides of the same coin, without resistance. Life is a wonderful experience, and I’m grateful to Sri Paramjyothi Amma Bhagavan for this beautiful inner state. My humble prostrations at the divine lotus feet of dearest Sri Amma Bhagavan, for blessing me with your compassion and guidance.
Sathyashreeji, Toronto, Canada
Atmasakshaktara
Atmasakshaktara
Namaste
Sri Amma Bhagavan Sharanam
I have been in Dharma for ten years now. I retired as a science teacher. I was always very logical and was always trying to understand everything from the angle of science.
As I started taking part in Oneness programs, over the years, something inside me started changing slowly.
Suddenly, now I see myself more open to life. Many things are happening in my life which cannot be explained with science.
These days I feel more connected to people around me; I am experiencing love for them without any reason. This is a very new feeling for me. Sometimes, situations demand that I tell lies.
But, I cannot. I find it very difficult to tell a lie, even though it will be better for the situation if I lie.
I have become more confident. I can handle difficult situations better than before. My bond with Sri Amma Bhagavan has become stronger. I am experiencing a lot of miracles. My quality of life has improved a lot.
I am extremely thankful to my dear Amma Bhagavan for changing my life for the better. Anant koti dhanyavad at the Lotus feet, Paramjyoti Amma Bhagavan.
Atma Sakshatkara Experience 12th May, 2025
Namaste.
Sri Amma Bhagavan Sharanam.
When i was going through a difficult phase in my life, everything felt so average as though i was just surviving rather than truly living. At that time, my mind was filled with negativity, and I used to overthink a lot. It was in that phase that Mukthi Moksha completely transformed my life. Every single teaching from Bhagavan brought about a deep change within me. Around that time, I also began serving as an incharge for Mukthi Moksha in my Zone.
Gradually, even my thoughts patterns began to shift. I started contemplating what it truly means to live in this world. Though I had everything I needed, I lacked any real desire or motivation. While in that state, I began to contribute to Dharma. I prayed to Amma Bhagavan that if I could remain free of desires, I would dedicate myself even more in their Seva. Slowly, pure and simple desires began to arise within me.
Today, my Bhagavan has completely transformed me. For example, I once believed I could never have a healthy relationship with my children. But during one Mukthi Moksha session, Bhagavan completely shifted my perspective. I started to express deep love towards my children. Now, I’ve changed so much that I even accompany and support them whenever they need me. That’s the extent to which Bhagavan has changed me.
In many such ways, Amma and Bhagavan have completely transformed my life. The beautiful state I am in today is solely because of them. For that, I offer Countless Crores of thanks Dear Amma and Bhagavan.
Devi ji,
Kanyakumari, Tamilnadu
Atmasakshaktara
Atmasakshaktara Namaste Sri Amma Bhagavan Sharanam I have been in Dharma since 2017. We are blessed to receive the Divine Grace of Sri Amma Bhagavan through the years and even in personal Darshans. During our journey through Oneness, each and every day, we, along with our daughter, realized that life is so different with the Presence of Amma Bhagavan in our lives. I had lot of anger inside me. I was also critical about people and situations. Anger and judgement were two strong emotions that troubled me a lot. But now, I have realised that my anger, though it may arise, doesn’t harm me or others, as there is no charge left in it. My judgement has also gone to a large extent. I have become more peaceful and stronger from inside. In the face of any challenge, I remain calm and composed. I do not breakdown like before. I always feel protected with Paramjyoti Bhagavati Bhagavan’s powerful Suraksha shield. I can now socialise much better since I am able to connect to people unlike before. I no longer see the other person as different from me and I no longer connect to people for my own selfish reasons. I can talk about Sri Amma and Sri Bhagavan to my parents, in laws, and relatives much more easily. They also can see the difference in us and that helps them understand the power and compassion of Sri Amma Bhagavan. I have discovered Love in my relationships. I have even discovered Karuna inside me for nature as well as animals. I am no longer afraid of dogs. I can even feel the pain and discomfort of plants and animals unlike before. For each and every benediction we are much indebted to our dearest Sri Amma Bhagavan. Koti koti dhanyavad at the Divine Lotus Feet of our Lord and Amma for making our life so incredible. Ananta koti padapranams! - Indira Sarkar, Siliguri
Atmasakshaktara - 4 May, 2025
Atmasakshaktara
Namaste
Sri Amma Bhagavan Sharanam
After attending the Navagraha Havan and the following 3-day Bhakti Gyana Yagya process at Nemam and the 11 days Mukti process, my state has deepened.
All things I come across in life, appear to me as Divine will. Despite planning, unprecedented things happen which are beyond our imagination. Now there is no resistance within me towards such incidents as I am able to accept those as Divine Will. My bond with Sri Amma Bhagavan has become more strong. I feel that They belong to me and I also belong to Them. I still have miles to go to fulfill Their Divine Sankalpa. My love for my body has increased and I am carefully taking care of it - keeping it fit for many more years of Bhagavat seva. I am able to witness that life is automatic - how every moment things happen beyond our comprehension and every scenario is changing rapidly. I feel the Strong Presence of Sri Paramjyoti Bhagavati Bhagavan every moment with me. When critical situations arise in life, I pray with a deep connection to the Divine and incredible miracles happen. Prayers for others are also getting answered quickly.
There is no internal conflict, struggle within me in any adverse situation. My mind remains calm and awaits Divine intervention. I am mentally energetic with any work, forgetting that I have crossed 66 years of age. I am not struggling with the shortcomings of life and I feel satisfied with whatever my Divine Parents have given me. Internally I am happy. My dear Amma Bhagavan, I cannot express gratitude to you in words for such great blessings in life. I express crores of thanks from the core of my heart at Your Divine Lotus Feet,
Nirupama Das, Bhubaneswar, Odisha
Atma Sakshatkar Experience - 30 Apr, 2025
Atma Sakshatkar Experience
Before:
There was a constant noise in my head
endless thoughts, worries, and judgments. I was always caught in the stories of the past and the fears of the future. I felt like I was trapped in my own mind, always running, never at peace. Even when I prayed or tried to be spiritual, it often felt like something was missing truly finding. like I was searching but not
Now:
Freedom from the Mind - Now, there is a silence inside. Thoughts may come, but they don’t pull me anymore. I no longer feel identified with my thoughts, my mind, or even a fixed ‘self". There’s a sense of spaciousness and ease.
Witnessing State I find myself simply watching life unfold without resistance, without judgment. I am not lost in the story. I am the one who watches, peacefully and silently.
Divine Presence - The Divine is no longer an idea or a belief. It is a living presence that I can feel loving, guiding, and holding me. I feel connected, not alone.
Seeing Reality as It Is Life now appears more clear and real. I am not caught up in illusions or stories. I see things and people as they are, without filters.
Living in the Present The burden of the past and the fear of the future no longer dominate me. I feel grounded in the now. Each moment feels alive, fresh, and complete.
With a heart overflowing in gratitude, I offer my deepest thanks to Sri Paramjyoti Amma Bhagavan for blessing me with these sacred Mukti states. Ananta Koti Dhanyawad, Sri Paramjyoti Amma Bhagavan, for this divine transformation. I remain forever surrendered at Your Divine Lotus Feet.
Akash ji, Bangalore, Karnataka
Atma Sakshatkara Experience 28th April, 2025
Namaste.
Sri Amma Baghavan Sharanam.
We are very blessed to be in this Dharma.
I never believed in God and only relied on my hardwork until i came across Sri Amma Bhagavan.
After attending Homas, Personal Darshans of Amma Bhagavan, Nemam and Satyaloka processes, Deeksha Darshan and nemam temple poojas, I got to know who god is, what is karma, what is life and what is free will and the power of prayer and state transfer.
Now my bond with God has become stronger and I’m constantly conversing with them. And I’m thanking god for even the tiniest thing that happens in my life each and every day.
I used to judge others always and preconceive their notion and constantly keep thinking about what they want from me and whether they are using me for their own needs. But now after attending Deeksha Darshan, I’m listening to others calmly instead of judging them and the inner dialogue ceased
when I’m conversing with them and I’m able to connect with them with an open heart.
I used to believe that Mukti is a concept and it’s imaginary for mankind. But after attending 11 days deepening process and listening to Dasaji’s Enlightenment experiences, I now firmly believe that mukthi is not imaginary and im experiencing the reality as it is, witnessing the states inside me and I realize that everything is a process.
I’m expressing my heartfelt gratitude to Sri Amma Bhagavan for granting me this miraculous experience and I remain forever at your Divine Lotus Feet.
Bhuvanaji, Vellore, Tamilnadu
Atmasakshaktara
Namaste Sri Amma Bhagavan Sharanam
I have been regularly attending the 11 day Mukti process. I now feel very strange because I no longer have the urgent need or desire to control and direct life. I wait for life to flow and take me where it seems I need to go. Everything happens immediately, so that all is synchronous and spontaneous.
I do not have a sense of purpose, no past, no future, I just am but all desires are gone - not that I cannot enjoy cooking a hearty meal but there is no attachment left. I am fully in the moment yet connect nothing with nothing, as all thoughts have ceased. They only if I require to focus on the course of my work. Miracles happen so fast, there is so little time between the thought/desire and it is instantaneous precipitation as the desired result.
My body seems so light as to be totally absent, when I am seeing - I see, when I listen - I listen. There is no separation between me and the other. I feel Oneness - a deep core sense of one continuous existence. Finally prayer is the most powerful weapon for transfer of state, bringing a totally out of control situation into harmony.
I remain ever at the Divine Lotus Feet of my Beloved Sri AmmaBhagavan, in deep Gratitude