Atmasakshaktara
Namaste
Sri Amma Bhagavan Sharanam
I recently came into Dharma, although my husband is a devotee of Sri Amma Bhagavan since his youth. I came to know about Sri Amma Bhagavan only after my marriage and I came into Dharma on my own. I would quietly watch my husband and my mamoni’s devotion (mother in law) towards Sri Amma Bhagavan and was amazed watching miracles happen at home. Slowly, I started experiencing miracles too. And without my conscious knowledge, very naturally, I started connecting to Sri Amma Bhagavan. Before my mother-in-law passed away, Sri Amma Bhagavan showed me many things that came to pass the same way as was shown to me - and I knew I was already bonded to them.
Right after my mother-in-law, my father and my grandmother passed away as well. I was close to all three of them. It was a very difficult phase of my life. At that time, I found immense strength from my new found Love - Sri Amma Bhagavan. I came to Satyaloka with my husband and took part in the Sahasranama Homa. The Havans, processes, Deeksha and Darshan slowly and steadily changed my inner self. Within four years of marriage, I changed quite a lot. Now, I do not feel comfortable in negative environment. Unlike before, I avoid such company. These days, I noticed, if I get hurt, I do not get stuck there like before. I can come out of the hurt much faster. Most times, forgiveness happens. And I can move on. These days I feel peaceful.
I am immensely grateful to my Sri Amma Bhagavan for coming to my life and changing my inner state for the better. With heartfelt gratitude,
- Susmita Samui Kundu, Kolkata
