Namaste.

Sri Amma Bhagavan Sharanam.

I wish to share my Athma Satsatkara experience with immense gratitude.

From a young age, I longed for silence of the mind a no-thought state. Thirugnana Sambandar’s pathigam at the Thiyagarajar temple sparked my yearning for Mukthi. For long, I believed Mukthi came only after death… but Sri Amma Bhagavan revealed that Mukthi is a living state, gifted through divine grace.

I began seva, attended homas, and committed fully. These homas deeply helped me go through the processes blessed by Amma Bhagavan, leading me into this blissful state.

During a Darshan, Bhagavan asked me, “Eswaran, what do you want?” I said, “Mukthi.” And He replied, “I will grace you.”

On October 7 2012, when I saw Sri Amma and Bhagavan Darshan at Ekam, I got a profound experience.

Before that experience I was put into a process. one particular kept troubling me all the time and that thought disturbed my day today activities and also disturbed my sleep. I was not able to find why that thought is coming to me. I used to pray to the Lord daily to show me, why this thought is coming to me.

But after the darshan at Ekam that thought did not come to me at all. I was able to experience the teaching “Thoughts or not your thoughts”. There was happiness all around. I continuously participated in all the process this deepened my inner silence and strengthened my antaryamin. Sri Amma and Bhagavan guide me, speak with me, and even show their presence physically - we feel their presence even in flowers at our home. A yellow hibiscus bloomed as Bhagavan, and a red one as Amma from same tree.

Now, there’s no tiredness, no hurt, no mental noise - just stillness, energy, and joy. Life feels like being in Sathyaloka. Everything around me feels Divine. This is the highest blessing a human can receive.

With folded hands and heart full of gratitude Ananta Kodi Nandrigal to Sri Amma Bhagavan.

Dr. Eswaranji, Thiruvarur, Tamilnadu