Atma Sakshatkar Experience

Before, my life was very different from what it is today. But through the grace of Sri Paramjyoti Amma Bhagavan, and by sincerely participating in all the dharma programmes and courses, I have begun to experience a profound transformation within myself.

Earlier, suffering used to consume me, leaving me restless and heavy. Today, suffering arises but it does not stay for long-it simply passes away. In the past, whenever I had an argument with my wife, I would remain withdrawn and not speak to her for days together. Now, by Amma Bhagavan’s grace, that hurt does not stay even for five minutes; there is no carryover.

Conflicts and confusions do come at times, but whenever I turn to Amma Bhagavan in prayer, clarity dawns and I am able to move forward with peace. Comparison, which once dominated me, has almost disappeared. Hurt may still arise occasionally, but it quickly melts away. Guilt and fear too, which used to weigh me down, have reduced drastically when compared to the past.

The mind still generates thoughts, but there is a shift-I am aware of them, and they no longer trouble me as they once did. The Presence of the Divine has become so tangible that there are moments when uncontrollable joy takes over. Despite advancing in age, there is a new surge of energy in the body, as though I am being constantly replenished by the Divine.

For blessing me with these sacred mukti states and such a beautiful inner shift, I remain forever grateful to my beloved Sri Paramjyoti Amma Bhagavan. I surrender at Their Divine Lotus Feet in eternal gratitude and devotion.

Radhakrishna ji, Bangalore, Karnataka